alioreilly
Full Member
Hi, this might end up being abit of a long one!
I have always had a battle with weight, as a child I had "puppy fat", unfortunately it turned into adult fat! I have tried milkshake diets, slimming world, weight watchers, various slimming tablets etc.
The most success I ever had was a few years ago when I lost 5 and half stone with Weight watchers. (I always seem to to go back to Weight watchers). Unfortunately, because I didn't keep it up, I piled all the weight back on.
I have approx 11-12 stone to lose to be in my "ideal" weight bracket which just seems such a big feat.
I am writing because, yet again, I have fallen back off the wagon badly, in fact, I am eating a sausage roll as I am typing this.
What makes it worse is that I am a clerk for Weight watchers and help weigh people. I just feel so hypocritical standing there watching other people lose weight when I can't even stick to it for a week! I even pulled a sickie last week and am thinking of doing the same this week or even quitting as I can't bear the look of disappointment in my leaders face. She is a good leader but my heart just isn't in it.
I am on anti-depressants which I have been on for over 10 years now due to a breakdown I had. So I do suffer from anxiety and depression. (not that I am using this as an excuse!).
I have been stressed lately as we don't have alot of money and our car keeps needing things doing and there is always something extra that I haven't planned for.
Thank you if you have read this, just wanted to get it off my chest. I could really do with a weightwatcher buddy to help spur me on. Don't know where I am gonna find the willpower!
I have always had a battle with weight, as a child I had "puppy fat", unfortunately it turned into adult fat! I have tried milkshake diets, slimming world, weight watchers, various slimming tablets etc.
The most success I ever had was a few years ago when I lost 5 and half stone with Weight watchers. (I always seem to to go back to Weight watchers). Unfortunately, because I didn't keep it up, I piled all the weight back on.
I have approx 11-12 stone to lose to be in my "ideal" weight bracket which just seems such a big feat.
I am writing because, yet again, I have fallen back off the wagon badly, in fact, I am eating a sausage roll as I am typing this.
What makes it worse is that I am a clerk for Weight watchers and help weigh people. I just feel so hypocritical standing there watching other people lose weight when I can't even stick to it for a week! I even pulled a sickie last week and am thinking of doing the same this week or even quitting as I can't bear the look of disappointment in my leaders face. She is a good leader but my heart just isn't in it.
I am on anti-depressants which I have been on for over 10 years now due to a breakdown I had. So I do suffer from anxiety and depression. (not that I am using this as an excuse!).
I have been stressed lately as we don't have alot of money and our car keeps needing things doing and there is always something extra that I haven't planned for.
Thank you if you have read this, just wanted to get it off my chest. I could really do with a weightwatcher buddy to help spur me on. Don't know where I am gonna find the willpower!