Starry26
Full Member
Hi all,
I am having a few issues this evening and could really do with just venting!
I am not hungry particularly but I'm on day 4 and I am just feeling a bit down. I hate the cravings... even for things I dont even like...
I was mega depressed cos my HB is slim and can eat what he wants, he had a lovely tea, and he asked me if I wanted him to eat it in the bedroom so it didn't depress me, I said yes.. WTF??
I don't want him to feel that he has to be exiled to another room to eat for the next 8 months ish. I also don't even want to hear about food and its all people are talking about!!!!!!!
I have a male friend who was texting me and in one of my texts I mentioned that I was loosing the will to live on day 4 of my diet and he text me back with 'oh I went to M&S for my tea today, it was lovely. Dieting sounds like fun tho' - ARE THESE PEOPLE STUPID! Telling me about how nice food was blah blah blah does not make things easy for me..
I am determined as anything to get this weight off but the psycological madness is returning.... :argh:
The battles in your head that you really want to do this but your brain then comes back with EAT IT!!! I am not going to cheat but I had to moan... I'm not usually a moaner so that I dont bring others down.. but I can't help it.
I know it's just first week, brain trying to sabbotage me, syndrome. I hope tomorrow is an ok day
x
I am having a few issues this evening and could really do with just venting!
I am not hungry particularly but I'm on day 4 and I am just feeling a bit down. I hate the cravings... even for things I dont even like...
I was mega depressed cos my HB is slim and can eat what he wants, he had a lovely tea, and he asked me if I wanted him to eat it in the bedroom so it didn't depress me, I said yes.. WTF??
I don't want him to feel that he has to be exiled to another room to eat for the next 8 months ish. I also don't even want to hear about food and its all people are talking about!!!!!!!
I have a male friend who was texting me and in one of my texts I mentioned that I was loosing the will to live on day 4 of my diet and he text me back with 'oh I went to M&S for my tea today, it was lovely. Dieting sounds like fun tho' - ARE THESE PEOPLE STUPID! Telling me about how nice food was blah blah blah does not make things easy for me..
I am determined as anything to get this weight off but the psycological madness is returning.... :argh:
The battles in your head that you really want to do this but your brain then comes back with EAT IT!!! I am not going to cheat but I had to moan... I'm not usually a moaner so that I dont bring others down.. but I can't help it.
I know it's just first week, brain trying to sabbotage me, syndrome. I hope tomorrow is an ok day
x