cherrytimmers
mines a skimmed latte
Without running the risk of sounding like a dodgy 80's rock band! It's true! I'm embarking AGAIN on ANOTHER diet!
I'm already obsessing over what I can eat and when I can eat it! I can't afford to join a slimming group so I've set up some scales to document my journey - which admittedly usually only lasts three weeks at a time!
I need results and FAST! I hate my usual slow beginning - I used to die inside when others lost 7+ lbs in their first week and I'd lose half! It should fall off me! I'm thinking of treading the 'ketosis boards' if only to drop the first 2 stone - then try and follow my collection of books and possibly a little blue pill to get me through the subsequent 5 stone!
As I sit here on day one it seems hopeless! I'm in the wrong mindset completely! I've already failed in my mind as I have so many times before!
So this is me - my beginning. The end of hating myself and the start of the new me.
I'm already obsessing over what I can eat and when I can eat it! I can't afford to join a slimming group so I've set up some scales to document my journey - which admittedly usually only lasts three weeks at a time!
I need results and FAST! I hate my usual slow beginning - I used to die inside when others lost 7+ lbs in their first week and I'd lose half! It should fall off me! I'm thinking of treading the 'ketosis boards' if only to drop the first 2 stone - then try and follow my collection of books and possibly a little blue pill to get me through the subsequent 5 stone!
As I sit here on day one it seems hopeless! I'm in the wrong mindset completely! I've already failed in my mind as I have so many times before!
So this is me - my beginning. The end of hating myself and the start of the new me.