Johnwoodiwiss
Member
Hi there,
I'm John. I am 25 and weigh 18st10lbs (feel like I'm taking part in a self help group haha)
A little about me which I hope some of you can relate to. I began my weight lose journey a few years ago weighing 25 stone. You name it and I've probably done it. However January 2014 I changed myself or so I thought I entered a weight loss competition where you have 18 weeks to lose as much weight as you can for charity. So June 2nd and I got on the scale at 15 stone 7 pounds and became the winner of the competition! I won a year's free gym membership among loads of other thing and I truly never felt better apart from being so tired, drained and hooked on losing weight I felt amazing. June, July and August I slowed down quite a bit and only went the gym around 3/4 times a week instead of the 7 day's a week, a class a day, bootcamp 3/4 times a week and swimming every day I had done for 6 months.
Naturaly I would gain abit of weight but up until August I didn't I stayed the same but then I started losing track eating the odd crap meal, skipping working out which brings us to today.
As I said I am 18st10lbs and I feel so lost (again) I went from knowing what to do, eating healthy, working out, having the odd naughty thing but now I don't have the conference to do it again. I walk to work praying deep down that noone recognises me as the guy who was in the paper and lost almost 10 stone in a year (sounds crazy but it's true). When people come up to me and say nice thing I get this overwhelming feeling of guilt that I not only let myself down but this person saying nice thing might of been one of the people who sponsored me during the competition and now I've gained over 3 stone back and they still be nice.
Why am I telling a website full of people I don't know this? In the hope just one of you guys or girls know what's wrong with me haha. Yes we all get down, yes we all have gains and losses but mine feels so much bigger than what it is I think because I stupidly done mine with the whole town watching.
Am I being stupid not having the conference to lose weight even though I know how to lose weight?
Thanks if you read this
Lots of love and luck in your journey
John x
I'm John. I am 25 and weigh 18st10lbs (feel like I'm taking part in a self help group haha)
A little about me which I hope some of you can relate to. I began my weight lose journey a few years ago weighing 25 stone. You name it and I've probably done it. However January 2014 I changed myself or so I thought I entered a weight loss competition where you have 18 weeks to lose as much weight as you can for charity. So June 2nd and I got on the scale at 15 stone 7 pounds and became the winner of the competition! I won a year's free gym membership among loads of other thing and I truly never felt better apart from being so tired, drained and hooked on losing weight I felt amazing. June, July and August I slowed down quite a bit and only went the gym around 3/4 times a week instead of the 7 day's a week, a class a day, bootcamp 3/4 times a week and swimming every day I had done for 6 months.
Naturaly I would gain abit of weight but up until August I didn't I stayed the same but then I started losing track eating the odd crap meal, skipping working out which brings us to today.
As I said I am 18st10lbs and I feel so lost (again) I went from knowing what to do, eating healthy, working out, having the odd naughty thing but now I don't have the conference to do it again. I walk to work praying deep down that noone recognises me as the guy who was in the paper and lost almost 10 stone in a year (sounds crazy but it's true). When people come up to me and say nice thing I get this overwhelming feeling of guilt that I not only let myself down but this person saying nice thing might of been one of the people who sponsored me during the competition and now I've gained over 3 stone back and they still be nice.
Why am I telling a website full of people I don't know this? In the hope just one of you guys or girls know what's wrong with me haha. Yes we all get down, yes we all have gains and losses but mine feels so much bigger than what it is I think because I stupidly done mine with the whole town watching.
Am I being stupid not having the conference to lose weight even though I know how to lose weight?
Thanks if you read this
Lots of love and luck in your journey
John x