Daisy_Duke13
Full Member
So....I am back.....and the though the reason for being so isnt very pleasant im glad its given me to push to know I am 100% committing to Cambridge until I reach my goals.
My boyfriend finished with me tonight.....not without begging me to drive over 200 miles for the pleasure to "sort it out"
Ive never felt such rejection and hurt in my life but was left feeling like i wanted to make him regret it. I know its unhealthy to want that, but I do.
He was so conscious of what he ate, and was so horrid about peoples weights.....so i want to kind of stick two fingers up at him when I have lost it.
So here I am.....begging/ pleading and needing some people to support me (how selfish do I sound)
I HAVE to do this once and for all. I cant ever EVER feel as worthless and unattractive and rejected as I do right now EVER again.
Gosh, ive ranted. You will all think im unhinged I promise im not- just upset!
SO hello........im back..........and ill be making a more positive nuisance of myself from now, until ive lost three stone!
My boyfriend finished with me tonight.....not without begging me to drive over 200 miles for the pleasure to "sort it out"
Ive never felt such rejection and hurt in my life but was left feeling like i wanted to make him regret it. I know its unhealthy to want that, but I do.
He was so conscious of what he ate, and was so horrid about peoples weights.....so i want to kind of stick two fingers up at him when I have lost it.
So here I am.....begging/ pleading and needing some people to support me (how selfish do I sound)
I HAVE to do this once and for all. I cant ever EVER feel as worthless and unattractive and rejected as I do right now EVER again.
Gosh, ive ranted. You will all think im unhinged I promise im not- just upset!
SO hello........im back..........and ill be making a more positive nuisance of myself from now, until ive lost three stone!