Hi everyone, as some of you may or may not know I am moving soon.
Some of you may or may not know i was gonna lose my job.
I have depression and find things very difficult to cope with when it upsets my routine.
I have a full time job and a part time job.
My own house, bills and debts.
Plus my other half who has mental health issues and a "friend" (term used loosely) who just dumps her kids on me so she can have a life.
I could deal with all of those...... just about until my boss dropped a bombshell on me today...
They are sacking me and keeping my colleague on to train staff when she can barely cope with her job! the only reason she copes is because I help her all the time!
I only have a job until the 26th of march and i thought it was until the end may.
I cant leave my job even thought im unhappy as i cant claim JSA because i would of chosen to leave.
I dont know if i can wake up every morning drag my hulking great big frame out of my pit and face it anymore.
Sorry people i know i can always count on you!
I have just had enough i'm trying to cope with everything and lose weight and im bushed! im totaly wiped out! i just cant deal or cope anymore with everything.. Iv had enough and im nearly ready to give up.
I'm sick of trying my hardest and my best and it never being good enough....I'm never ever good enough unless someone needs me for doing there dirty work.
I just wanna crawl under a stone and never come out.
Some of you may or may not know i was gonna lose my job.
I have depression and find things very difficult to cope with when it upsets my routine.
I have a full time job and a part time job.
My own house, bills and debts.
Plus my other half who has mental health issues and a "friend" (term used loosely) who just dumps her kids on me so she can have a life.
I could deal with all of those...... just about until my boss dropped a bombshell on me today...
They are sacking me and keeping my colleague on to train staff when she can barely cope with her job! the only reason she copes is because I help her all the time!
I only have a job until the 26th of march and i thought it was until the end may.
I cant leave my job even thought im unhappy as i cant claim JSA because i would of chosen to leave.
I dont know if i can wake up every morning drag my hulking great big frame out of my pit and face it anymore.
Sorry people i know i can always count on you!
I have just had enough i'm trying to cope with everything and lose weight and im bushed! im totaly wiped out! i just cant deal or cope anymore with everything.. Iv had enough and im nearly ready to give up.
I'm sick of trying my hardest and my best and it never being good enough....I'm never ever good enough unless someone needs me for doing there dirty work.
I just wanna crawl under a stone and never come out.