lighterlifeclaire
Silver Member
OK, I thought its about time I sorted this out... The past 3/4 days have probably been my worse since I started I really don't know why (have tried the thought records, the lot!) but I just cannot stop eating. Previous moments when I have lapsed I have always gone for quite healthy choices so although it is bad to lapse at all, I have not put on any weight. However, this time I have eaten everything bad bread, chocolate, crisps... the lot :cry:and I think I have put on 2/3lbs over the past few days :break_diet:
Yesterday I tried to sort it and thought I'd look through old photos and maybe that would keep me on track - made a before and after collage-y thing which I posted on here and the comments spurred me on to stick with it. I woke up this morning thinking a new day, new start and everything else but I've just gone and made myself a sandwich and ate a sausage roll like I would have done before I started LL. I really don't know why... the ONLY thing I can think of is I had a job interview last week and got the job, however... my team don't want to let me leave to go to the other department so at the moment I'm not allowed to tell anyone I've got the job and I'm also not allowed to tell anyone what's going on (they are fightin over me! haha!)... I guess I'm struggling at having to lie directly into peoples faces when they ask if I've heard anything from the new job, but I can't imagine that this is the reason I'm eating? I'm getting quite worked up about the situation because I don't know what's happening but I just want everything to be sorted and me to be back on shakes and losing the weight
Sorry to rant... I know that I am good at getting everyone else back on track but I just can't help myself :jelous:
Yesterday I tried to sort it and thought I'd look through old photos and maybe that would keep me on track - made a before and after collage-y thing which I posted on here and the comments spurred me on to stick with it. I woke up this morning thinking a new day, new start and everything else but I've just gone and made myself a sandwich and ate a sausage roll like I would have done before I started LL. I really don't know why... the ONLY thing I can think of is I had a job interview last week and got the job, however... my team don't want to let me leave to go to the other department so at the moment I'm not allowed to tell anyone I've got the job and I'm also not allowed to tell anyone what's going on (they are fightin over me! haha!)... I guess I'm struggling at having to lie directly into peoples faces when they ask if I've heard anything from the new job, but I can't imagine that this is the reason I'm eating? I'm getting quite worked up about the situation because I don't know what's happening but I just want everything to be sorted and me to be back on shakes and losing the weight
Sorry to rant... I know that I am good at getting everyone else back on track but I just can't help myself :jelous: