Seriously, I know that's morbid, but I don't.
I don't want to be old and fat, I don't want to be the mother of the bride one day and be fat, I don't want to go to Disney World and be fat, I just don't want to be fat.
So why am I eating that bag of crisps, you ask? Why indeed?
I just don't know why I am so self destructive. I sometimes wonder why I constantly choose food over my health, my family, my perfect plan for my life. Why does food have this hold over me? I wish I would exercise until it hurts instead of eating till it hurts.
All I know is that I have started on a weight-loss journey and I am hoping, praying and desperately wishing that I won't stop until I am at my target.
I have much to be thankful for and a life to enjoy.
I look forward to "meeting" new friends here on MiniMins, people who know what it feel like to be a different person on the inside to how they look on the outside.
Bring on the Ryvita, the quark and the Fry Light, I'm ready.......
I don't want to be old and fat, I don't want to be the mother of the bride one day and be fat, I don't want to go to Disney World and be fat, I just don't want to be fat.
So why am I eating that bag of crisps, you ask? Why indeed?
I just don't know why I am so self destructive. I sometimes wonder why I constantly choose food over my health, my family, my perfect plan for my life. Why does food have this hold over me? I wish I would exercise until it hurts instead of eating till it hurts.
All I know is that I have started on a weight-loss journey and I am hoping, praying and desperately wishing that I won't stop until I am at my target.
I have much to be thankful for and a life to enjoy.
I look forward to "meeting" new friends here on MiniMins, people who know what it feel like to be a different person on the inside to how they look on the outside.
Bring on the Ryvita, the quark and the Fry Light, I'm ready.......