I have done SW o and off in the past and at the moment i am off! I have been away with my bf for the weekend and i have just seen a picture of me that he took and honestly its horrific. I'm in joging bottoms which obviously don;t do anyone any favours and i was breathing in as i knew he was taking it.
I look fat, a mess and I'm starting to hate myself. I don't even want sex as i hate my body so much and he tells me that he loves me but i look at myself and find it hard to believe.
I really need to get back on this as since last time i stopped i have slowly put on a few more piunds and am probably half a stone heavier.
I'm the fattest person at work and fattest out of all of my friends and i hate it now. I need to lose 4 stone and although i know the pla works i just don;t know where to start.
I'm frightened to go back to the meeting as i know i'm a failure.
Sorry for spilling everything on here i just feel really low :cry:
I look fat, a mess and I'm starting to hate myself. I don't even want sex as i hate my body so much and he tells me that he loves me but i look at myself and find it hard to believe.
I really need to get back on this as since last time i stopped i have slowly put on a few more piunds and am probably half a stone heavier.
I'm the fattest person at work and fattest out of all of my friends and i hate it now. I need to lose 4 stone and although i know the pla works i just don;t know where to start.
I'm frightened to go back to the meeting as i know i'm a failure.
Sorry for spilling everything on here i just feel really low :cry: