snuggle69
Silver Member
The last couple of months have been a total rollercoaster for me in both sw and personal life terms. I had totally fallen off the wagon in October/November due to finding out I was pregnant, not expected but a pleasant surprise. In that time I just couldnt do the sw thing, and even though I appeared on here from time to time, I even blanked this as I was ashamed of my loss of control.
But on December 1st at 14 weeks I miscarried totally devastated and I was very ill. I spent the whole of December wiped out with anemia and various other problems linked with severe blood loss, and again I just ate to deal with it all...Not good.
There is a light at the end of this tunnel though....in total I put on a stone which is a terrible loss of control...but I just spiralled. But for the last 3 weeks I have pulled myself back together, I have now gone back to work full time....and have almost lost that stone already! This just goes to prove I am capable now of turning things around no matter how bad they get, where as before my weight would have just spiralled!
So really any of you that do fall of the wagon in a big way, and are feeling it will never get better....It will you can do it...especially with the help of everyone on here. Even if you dont post, as I didnt for quite a while just reading can help.
But on December 1st at 14 weeks I miscarried totally devastated and I was very ill. I spent the whole of December wiped out with anemia and various other problems linked with severe blood loss, and again I just ate to deal with it all...Not good.
There is a light at the end of this tunnel though....in total I put on a stone which is a terrible loss of control...but I just spiralled. But for the last 3 weeks I have pulled myself back together, I have now gone back to work full time....and have almost lost that stone already! This just goes to prove I am capable now of turning things around no matter how bad they get, where as before my weight would have just spiralled!
So really any of you that do fall of the wagon in a big way, and are feeling it will never get better....It will you can do it...especially with the help of everyone on here. Even if you dont post, as I didnt for quite a while just reading can help.