Jo! Stop! Breathe!
Ok, let's get some perspective here... If you eat a meal, you will thoroughly enjoy it. And then, you will be as miserable as sin for the rest of the week. You don't want to quit because you are not a quitter. You want to be slim, and healthy, and happy, and comfortable in your own skin. Nothing you could put in your mouth right now would get to the root of your problems. You are in control my darling. This is your choice. Nobody said you couldn't eat..it was your choice. Nobody is saying you can't eat now..it's still your choice. But, think long and hard because deep down I know, and you know how much you want this. And you so deserve to be that person you want to be.
Go and find a mirror, now, and look into it, and tell that person who stares back at you that she is beautiful, and unique, and worthy.
You can do it honey. You know you can xxxx :hug99: