missclare85
Silver Member
I want to give up!
Why the hell is dieting SOOOO hard!!!!!!!
My STS tonight has really knocked me, i feel so so so down!!!
I was really looking forward to having a nice two meals with my friends and having a little treat but now i feel i cant even do that tomorrow or sat!
Im looking at the menus and looking at the healthy things like jacket spuds and steak and stuff and you know what I dont like them
Im going to be so miserable now, i no food shouldnt be this big a deal to me but it is!
Ive missed out on sooo many things this year because of dieting & again i feel i cant enjoy myself tomorrow or sat!
I no im going away on the 1st but i dont want to be back in the 14s b4 ive gone away and i feel like this is what will happen if i enjoy myself fri or sat!
Im sorry ive repeated myself loads!
Im just so upset and angry and my leader wasnt any bloody good when she seen i stayed the same she said something like 'if you dont change things other things dont change' so im guessing shes on about my food diaries but i changed loads this weeks more reds, less greens an EE!!!
ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH
:cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:
Why the hell is dieting SOOOO hard!!!!!!!
My STS tonight has really knocked me, i feel so so so down!!!
I was really looking forward to having a nice two meals with my friends and having a little treat but now i feel i cant even do that tomorrow or sat!
Im looking at the menus and looking at the healthy things like jacket spuds and steak and stuff and you know what I dont like them
Im going to be so miserable now, i no food shouldnt be this big a deal to me but it is!
Ive missed out on sooo many things this year because of dieting & again i feel i cant enjoy myself tomorrow or sat!
I no im going away on the 1st but i dont want to be back in the 14s b4 ive gone away and i feel like this is what will happen if i enjoy myself fri or sat!
Im sorry ive repeated myself loads!
Im just so upset and angry and my leader wasnt any bloody good when she seen i stayed the same she said something like 'if you dont change things other things dont change' so im guessing shes on about my food diaries but i changed loads this weeks more reds, less greens an EE!!!
ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH
:cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry: