kjs1628
Surely....
Oh God- have gone so completely off track, and feeling really sh*t about it. I am such a loser! Had one bad day and that's it - a whole week's worth of junk etc. Have managed to put on at least four pounds, and have gone from feeling slightly better looking and more confident to feeling worse than before. Blue. Blue. Blue.
Anyway, hopefully back on track today. Have given myself a firm talking to and, apart from the occasional lapse (bite of my daughter's rusk etc) I have been pretty good today. I am only going to weigh myself once a week, and have set a target of making the full stone by November 22nd, which is my friend's 40th, and the first chance to show off my weight loss (what there is of it!). I saw my beloved (pah!) mother in law at the weekend, and she made some comment about me hoping to fit into a size 14 for the party, and then laughed in a "you wish" way. Gggrrrr! I'd sure love to stick my size 14 fingers up at her at the party! Although, clearly that's not going to happen. I won't see her till Christmas after that though, so it'd be nice to have her kiss my feet then! That can be my next mini target - stick it up MIL's jacksy!!!
Just as an aside - I made cous cous cake today and thought I'dbe clever and turn it into syrup sponge. So I put two tbsps in the bottom of the dish, then cooked the cake. Kind of worked - but didn't have any muller lights. I think with a toffee ml, it could be great - and a fairly nice way of having 4 syns. Good for Sunday dinner me thinks! I have eaten 2/3 of it though...does this matter? Is it okay to eat the whole thing in one day?
Well, I hope you're all okay. Have other people who were struggling last week managed to re-focus? Any good tips?
Kiss.x
Anyway, hopefully back on track today. Have given myself a firm talking to and, apart from the occasional lapse (bite of my daughter's rusk etc) I have been pretty good today. I am only going to weigh myself once a week, and have set a target of making the full stone by November 22nd, which is my friend's 40th, and the first chance to show off my weight loss (what there is of it!). I saw my beloved (pah!) mother in law at the weekend, and she made some comment about me hoping to fit into a size 14 for the party, and then laughed in a "you wish" way. Gggrrrr! I'd sure love to stick my size 14 fingers up at her at the party! Although, clearly that's not going to happen. I won't see her till Christmas after that though, so it'd be nice to have her kiss my feet then! That can be my next mini target - stick it up MIL's jacksy!!!
Just as an aside - I made cous cous cake today and thought I'dbe clever and turn it into syrup sponge. So I put two tbsps in the bottom of the dish, then cooked the cake. Kind of worked - but didn't have any muller lights. I think with a toffee ml, it could be great - and a fairly nice way of having 4 syns. Good for Sunday dinner me thinks! I have eaten 2/3 of it though...does this matter? Is it okay to eat the whole thing in one day?
Well, I hope you're all okay. Have other people who were struggling last week managed to re-focus? Any good tips?
Kiss.x