I know what you mean Sarah. I've been up and down in mood more often than a t**t's knickers over the last two days. I think I'm due to go to SS+ tomorrow (no reply to my emails from my CDC) and one minute I'm sure I can, the next I'm certain I won't be able to do it! Thhe one thing I do know for sure is that I want to be slim for summer and I WANT to do this. If I say I HAVE to, I get some sort of childish rebellious reaction and, just to prove I'm a grown up, sabotage myself! How weird is that? The thing is, it does seem to require a certain amount of focus, of REALLY making up your mind so that doubts just don't exist. Good luck tomorrow - think about me if you're tempted. I'll do likewise (think about you that is!) and perhaps it will help us. If you can do it, then I can do it and if I can do it, you certainly can!