littlemiss
Silver Member
Hi
I doubt any of you will remember me. I was on the forum daily about 2/3 years ago - i was at my heaviest...15st 2. It was Jan 2009 I saw my photos from xmas & cried, I hadn't realised I was that bad, I had slipped since I had my daughter 4 years before, i'd got lazy. It was a total shock i remember I cried for days, i weighed myself & cried more. Decided to start Jan 1st. My daughter was starting primary school in the summer of that year & i remember being so down on myself that I couldn't wear anything but black & didn't leave the house unless necessary. I had to change for my daughter & It was bloody hard & I was absolutely so hungry at times that I cried & cried. But I got thro it, it paid off & I lost 5 stone. It wasn't as much as I'd wanted but it made me look really skinny compared to what I was. I was so confident & started wearing nice things again, my daughter started school & my depression hit an all time low I couldn't handle my baby being so big I kinda lost myself for about a year then me & OH decided to TTC our second child, got my BFP almost straight away & now my baby is 8 weeks old. Needless to say the weight loss ect never got a look in the whole pregnancy. I wanted to enjoy it & I did. I've basically not been holding back, just eating whatever...for a long time so its gonna be hard to break it.
At my lowest I was 10st 6, I didn't last long at that weight and gradually increased, when I got my BFP I was 12st 6, after birth I was around 13 6 & now i'm 14.3 (exactly 1 stone less than I was at my heaviest) - Remember ladies, i'm only 5ft 3 so my weight is all out the way & my ideal weight for height is 8/9stone ish so I have around 5 stone to lose, same as before. I lost it by summer that year & I really wanna do the same this time.
I have lots to look forward to in 2010 - I get to enjoy my baby's first year. We're moving house at the end of Jan (not conf'd yet) & I go back to work from mat leave in July. So fingers crossed I can do it again.
I feel slightly better about myself than I did at my original start, I think because I was pregnant for so long & didn't care about my weight - whereas last time i'd worried about it for years.
I am a bit excited & a big bit nervous.....help
I doubt any of you will remember me. I was on the forum daily about 2/3 years ago - i was at my heaviest...15st 2. It was Jan 2009 I saw my photos from xmas & cried, I hadn't realised I was that bad, I had slipped since I had my daughter 4 years before, i'd got lazy. It was a total shock i remember I cried for days, i weighed myself & cried more. Decided to start Jan 1st. My daughter was starting primary school in the summer of that year & i remember being so down on myself that I couldn't wear anything but black & didn't leave the house unless necessary. I had to change for my daughter & It was bloody hard & I was absolutely so hungry at times that I cried & cried. But I got thro it, it paid off & I lost 5 stone. It wasn't as much as I'd wanted but it made me look really skinny compared to what I was. I was so confident & started wearing nice things again, my daughter started school & my depression hit an all time low I couldn't handle my baby being so big I kinda lost myself for about a year then me & OH decided to TTC our second child, got my BFP almost straight away & now my baby is 8 weeks old. Needless to say the weight loss ect never got a look in the whole pregnancy. I wanted to enjoy it & I did. I've basically not been holding back, just eating whatever...for a long time so its gonna be hard to break it.
At my lowest I was 10st 6, I didn't last long at that weight and gradually increased, when I got my BFP I was 12st 6, after birth I was around 13 6 & now i'm 14.3 (exactly 1 stone less than I was at my heaviest) - Remember ladies, i'm only 5ft 3 so my weight is all out the way & my ideal weight for height is 8/9stone ish so I have around 5 stone to lose, same as before. I lost it by summer that year & I really wanna do the same this time.
I have lots to look forward to in 2010 - I get to enjoy my baby's first year. We're moving house at the end of Jan (not conf'd yet) & I go back to work from mat leave in July. So fingers crossed I can do it again.
I feel slightly better about myself than I did at my original start, I think because I was pregnant for so long & didn't care about my weight - whereas last time i'd worried about it for years.
I am a bit excited & a big bit nervous.....help
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