Choccieaddict
Full Member
It's that time of the month when I want to eat anything and everything in sight and I've been doing a pretty good job of it too. I don't keep chocolate in the house anymore as I can't stop at one bar, but as there's been no chocolate I've been eating anything I can lay my hands on to try to satisfy that 'need' for my fave treat. Trouble is, I just keep on eating and I never feel like I've had my treat! So next month I am going to get the darn chocolate!
I lost 11 pounds by August and I've now I've put 6 back on. :break_diet: It could partly be fluid retention, it could be because I've started taking Utovlan (to delay the dreaded P - some of you might remember me saying on another thread that hub and I are off to Spain tomorrow to celebrate our wedding anniversary)but I've also stopped taking Xenical as they were making me feel nauseous.
Please could someone give me a kick up the backside and give me a good talking to. I feel like a naughty school girl because I just sit here and munch and no one can see, and it's not until the scales go up that I regret it :cry:
So now I'm going away feeling like a fat lump of lard with summer clothes that are too tight and looking 6 months pregnant instead of feeling gorgeous :wave_cry:
Ok, that's the feel sorry for myself bit over with. I need a plan!
I have to go back on Xenical when I get back next Thursday, I have to religiously watch fat grams and cals, and I have to have to get some exercise. I hate going to gyms (and besides I can't spare the money for one) so it will have to be walking or jogging. I was going to start jogging with my mum last month, but she's very busy helping my sister through a messy divorce that we haven't actually been out yet so I need to stop waiting and just get down to it on my own.
I also need someone to report to, someone to keep me on the straight and narrow, someone to be honest to about what I've done, and someone to give me a talking-to when I'm slipping. You guys up for it? You seem to be online alot like me. Can I report in with you guys everyday?
I lost 11 pounds by August and I've now I've put 6 back on. :break_diet: It could partly be fluid retention, it could be because I've started taking Utovlan (to delay the dreaded P - some of you might remember me saying on another thread that hub and I are off to Spain tomorrow to celebrate our wedding anniversary)but I've also stopped taking Xenical as they were making me feel nauseous.
Please could someone give me a kick up the backside and give me a good talking to. I feel like a naughty school girl because I just sit here and munch and no one can see, and it's not until the scales go up that I regret it :cry:
So now I'm going away feeling like a fat lump of lard with summer clothes that are too tight and looking 6 months pregnant instead of feeling gorgeous :wave_cry:
Ok, that's the feel sorry for myself bit over with. I need a plan!
I have to go back on Xenical when I get back next Thursday, I have to religiously watch fat grams and cals, and I have to have to get some exercise. I hate going to gyms (and besides I can't spare the money for one) so it will have to be walking or jogging. I was going to start jogging with my mum last month, but she's very busy helping my sister through a messy divorce that we haven't actually been out yet so I need to stop waiting and just get down to it on my own.
I also need someone to report to, someone to keep me on the straight and narrow, someone to be honest to about what I've done, and someone to give me a talking-to when I'm slipping. You guys up for it? You seem to be online alot like me. Can I report in with you guys everyday?