Want2bThin
Full Member
After a 2 month break, i noticed my trousers that little bit tight. I knew i had to go back on cd.
My re-start is tomorrow. I went to get weighed and meet my new cdc. I HAVE PILED 2 STONE ON.
I knew i hadnt been eating healthily - infact far from it. But still, 2 STONE. I was expecting 1 at the most.
I'm distraught absolutely distraught. I know you all will say im doing the right thing now by re-starting. But do you know what i can't help thinking? All the money and effort i've wasted. Yes i haven't put all my weight that i lost with cd back on, but still 2 stone, it's a good 2 months of hard work down the drain.
I've been so stupid :cry::cry::cry::cry:
And i'm getting married in August :cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:
My re-start is tomorrow. I went to get weighed and meet my new cdc. I HAVE PILED 2 STONE ON.
I knew i hadnt been eating healthily - infact far from it. But still, 2 STONE. I was expecting 1 at the most.
I'm distraught absolutely distraught. I know you all will say im doing the right thing now by re-starting. But do you know what i can't help thinking? All the money and effort i've wasted. Yes i haven't put all my weight that i lost with cd back on, but still 2 stone, it's a good 2 months of hard work down the drain.
I've been so stupid :cry::cry::cry::cry:
And i'm getting married in August :cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry: