i caved this morning ,,arrgghhh and i was doing so well..
i no there should be no excuses for this as it was my choice i have just had a really hard week. everything that could go wrong has gone wrong. i let everything get the better of me..
but ive had a severe reality check and talk with myself this afternoon about why i am doing this, ive decided in order for me to suceed in this i have to surround myself with positive and supportive people. i have so much work to do between now and Christmas that i just need to focus!
i deserve a slap on the wrist!
i know ive set myself back a bit, but im going to put it down to a learning curve and a mistake i do not want to happen again..
onwards and downwards. restarting tomorrow.
I know i can do this, i must not let anyone, including myself, hold me back......
i no there should be no excuses for this as it was my choice i have just had a really hard week. everything that could go wrong has gone wrong. i let everything get the better of me..
but ive had a severe reality check and talk with myself this afternoon about why i am doing this, ive decided in order for me to suceed in this i have to surround myself with positive and supportive people. i have so much work to do between now and Christmas that i just need to focus!
i deserve a slap on the wrist!
i know ive set myself back a bit, but im going to put it down to a learning curve and a mistake i do not want to happen again..
onwards and downwards. restarting tomorrow.
I know i can do this, i must not let anyone, including myself, hold me back......