Carrie82
Full Member
I read that quote once and it's stuck in my head but nowhere else really! I'm a chocoholic, I comfort eat and my partner loves his munchies on a daily basis (huge bag of Doritos every night and never puts on huge amounts of weight!). I need to change this otherwise I will just continue to balloon until I reach Professor Klump proportions (nutty professor!). I have dieted and succeeded but given up. I get bored, I'm impatient and I can't stay away from chocolate. Negative comments about my weight or what I eat makes me want to eat! My partner saying I'm not fat, makes me want to kill him! Not fat? Who does he see because it's not who I'm ashamed to see in the one and only mirror we have in the house! I'm fed up of my 'fat' clothes being my goal clothes and generally of having a self-esteem that's hit rock bottom. I'm bubbly, lively and spirited inside yet I feel tired, old and hagged! This is my journey, a day in, and hopefully in a years time I'll look back at this post with a huge grin on my face as I hold up a size 14 pair of jeans against the size 22 I'm wearing today! I don't thin I've ever felt this determined before. I think seeing my weight on those scales on Tuesday has scared me senseless and I need to do this to be able to enjoy my children and my life to the full!