Uphillstruggle
Full Member
I got to Day 100 on Thursday. Haven't cheated once in the whole of Foundation and lost 58lbs.
Thursday I went out and ate. Haven't stopped since! It is the biggest binge I have ever been on and I have already put on 5lbs according the the scales. The thing is I still have a stone to lose so want to get back "on it" and do development for a while but somehow I cant seem to stop eating (and drinking).
I know this is bad. I thought I was "over" the whole binge eating thing having been so controlled for so long but now I am doubting everything and convinced I will never get back on LL - I cant face the ketosis headaches this week.
I know I will put it all back on and that is depressing me. I feel like I've given up.
Thursday I went out and ate. Haven't stopped since! It is the biggest binge I have ever been on and I have already put on 5lbs according the the scales. The thing is I still have a stone to lose so want to get back "on it" and do development for a while but somehow I cant seem to stop eating (and drinking).
I know this is bad. I thought I was "over" the whole binge eating thing having been so controlled for so long but now I am doubting everything and convinced I will never get back on LL - I cant face the ketosis headaches this week.
I know I will put it all back on and that is depressing me. I feel like I've given up.