I lost 5 stones on CD last year, from March to August. I still wanted to lose more, but got comfy in a new relationship. Since them, up until just after xmas (been to worried to get on the scales since then) I'd gained almost 2 stones of what I lost. I wasnt mega worried, as I knew I was back on CD at the end of January. But it's just hit me, today, what a waste it was to gain some of what I worked so hard to lose, and worse still, what if I can't get 'in to' it like I did before?? I'm really scared about it. I'm not living at home with my dad like I was last year when I was on CD, I'm living with my boyfriend, who can, and does, eat anything, and not gain an ounce, what if I get tempted, and succumb? Believe me, I really really don't want to, I want to be at least 12 stones. Has any oher re-starters felt like this, and how did you get on?