Not quite sure where to start but I will try. I think I've been on a diet for most of my adult life. In fact mum introduced me to slimming world 15 years ago when corned beef was free! I look back at those photos now and think what was I thinking , not big headed but I had a gorgeous figure and legs to die for. For the next few years I yo yo dieted and you name it I tried it, ww, slim fast, cabbage soup, British heart foundation I did them all. I was lucky enough to meet my husband who had been undertaken nose all along and I was 9st 7 but again was stuck in diet rut and merrily yo yoed along. I was 12 St 8 when I fell pregnant and the day I got home from the hospital I was 15.3. I turned to slimming world when my boy was 4 weeks old and sure enough I lost 3 stone. Then the wilderness years set in, being a new mum in a job I'd had enough of, family fall out and university I'm stood here now at 17 stone and utterly miserable. I do literally minimum with my child because of my size, we don't go out I basically work and come home. Last year alone I must have joined slimming world 12 times, in fact my area is swamped with groups and I'm too embarrassed to go now because there isn't one I don't know. Work makes it awkward too as I cannot commit every week. So I've braved the decision to go alone with the support of my family. I literally have no choice in this I can't continue as I am I need to stop the binging and focus. I cannot spend another summer sitting in the sidelines. My 8year old doesn't know the fun
me as she disappeared at least 5 stone ago. So that's me laid bare I'm hoping this honest diary will get me through with the support of you guys and numerous Facebook sites I'm quietly confident this year will bring change
me as she disappeared at least 5 stone ago. So that's me laid bare I'm hoping this honest diary will get me through with the support of you guys and numerous Facebook sites I'm quietly confident this year will bring change
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