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has started again!!
:sigh: Just feeling so low right now. My "bite" on my ankle doesnt seem any better despite anti-bi's, in fact its swollen again now and my leg feels so bruised further up the calf now.:cry:
I am hungry, tired and just p*ssed off in general. Been invited out for a drink tonight so will have to take my fizzy water with me, and pretend I dont want any of the snacks (olives, tortillas etc), when I so do.
aaarrrgh..... dont know what to do with myself and even if this all worth any of it any more. Little girl in class at school yesterday asked me, very sweetly (she is only 6 and adorable) "Mrs Watts, whatis wrong with your arms?" I thought about fobbing her off, but then decided to tell the truth.... "I once was very fat, and my skin was stretched, like a balloon when its blown up. You know what a balloon looks like once the air is out of it? Yes, well thats why my arms are like this now." She just smiled and said "Ok" and went back to her maths!
My arms are bluddy vile, the stretch marks from the flab are now crinkly and saggy and I could take off in a gentle breeze. And as for my belly, dont get me started there......
Sorry, guys, just feeling so sorry for myself now. I go away and come back later when I can help not hinder! bye bye:cry::cry:
I am hungry, tired and just p*ssed off in general. Been invited out for a drink tonight so will have to take my fizzy water with me, and pretend I dont want any of the snacks (olives, tortillas etc), when I so do.
aaarrrgh..... dont know what to do with myself and even if this all worth any of it any more. Little girl in class at school yesterday asked me, very sweetly (she is only 6 and adorable) "Mrs Watts, whatis wrong with your arms?" I thought about fobbing her off, but then decided to tell the truth.... "I once was very fat, and my skin was stretched, like a balloon when its blown up. You know what a balloon looks like once the air is out of it? Yes, well thats why my arms are like this now." She just smiled and said "Ok" and went back to her maths!
My arms are bluddy vile, the stretch marks from the flab are now crinkly and saggy and I could take off in a gentle breeze. And as for my belly, dont get me started there......
Sorry, guys, just feeling so sorry for myself now. I go away and come back later when I can help not hinder! bye bye:cry::cry: