Thanks Chels, Curly, Bess, Wales and Sarah. Love the happy thoughts, the gathering happiness up through the day, Bess... and the crazy ducks, Wales! Gathering in the positive vibes from all of you, too, like happiness they can be stored and brought out when needed... thanks so much for adding to my collection!
I had a good evening, stopped trying to work at about 7 and flopped with TV & OH & then daughter when she decided to abandon her essay for the evening. Sometimes rubbish TV like 'Come Dine With Me' and 'Big Fat Deeply Scary Gypsy Wedding' is all you can really face. I normally feel guilty for watching TV, but can see the restful properties of vegging out sometimes and also of being in same room as family, instead of bashing my head against a keyboard and getting nowhere. Will watch 'Crash Diet' tonight as well, see how they describe LL.
I had a low level headache all evening and woke with it today, over one side of my face, so a migraine I think. Have had paracetamol and it has receded a little, can feel it but it won't stop me working. I suspect this is totm at long last, after all the cravings wonder why it has to send the PMT bit on ahead quite so early. BUT will be glad to get it by, and am still so happy about facing down yesterday's craving because it was a big, boulder-in-the-middle-of-the-track one, calculated to knock me right off the wagon. And it didn't. And I am determined to practice that sitting tight thing, I was a bit manic for a couple of hours but yes, it went away, and I lived... woo hoo!
Today scales still say 12st 7. Ah well. Would love a move for tomorrow (unofficial WI day) but have to face I may have a sts week, my own fault for the sabotage of last thurs & friday. I will take it on the chin. And when totm starts, that may shift a little too.
Have started the day with porridge, good to have something warm. Bar planned for lunch and maybe mousse for 3/4-ish. 4th shake for evening. Wishing you all a good wednesday.
xxx