DAY ONE
Mel, my cozzie is black & cream polka dot with halter top, from Toast 3 years ago, and I love it... it was after I lost the weight with CD and was the first time in my life I remember being confident in a swimmy, even though I'd been slimmer in the past I had never felt comfortable with myself until then. I could cry at letting that get away from me. The cozzie fit last summer too, in Egypt, but it wouldn't now. Sigh. It WILL by holiday time though. And as OH booked a holiday for June that means I have to stop this messing about and get on with it. A stone in two months should be do-able, if I really, really try?
Ah who knows, but I WILL do my best.
Update, too mortified to post this morning, but my first-thing WI gave a weight of 12st 10 today. So 3lbs overnight, or water weight, or delayed gain from weekend, or PMT... or it may have been the large amounts of chocolate I ate yesterday. I might as well admit it, with much shame, because I do not lie to my minis pals and I'm not about to start now.
So... day one for me. So far so good. But I can't kid myself it will be easy because I have been off the rails big style recently and pulling back from that will not be easy. I plan to take it one day at a time, but I cannot go on this way... something has to change, and I think it's got to be me.
Have done assorted errands and shopped for SW friendly food, so that helps. So far have stuck to plan, and will check in later to let you know how I am doing. I don't deserve your support or faith, but I promise I WILL do all I can now not to let you down. Or myself.
And thanks Mel for the pic of the polka dot swimmy, has been in my mind all day and quietly motivating.
xxx