Not started CD yet so feel free to disregard my comments but here goes: I too plateau badly around a certain weight and think 'oh well, I look okay I'll just eat something'. That takes me off the diet and it just spirals from there.
The time(s) I've stuck at it and broke through my plateau, it was amazing. Because you're *lighter* than you've ever been before you feel like a new person and get new motivation from that.
You WILL get there, just keep on chipping away, keep moving forward. Good luck, remember you're *almost* there.
It doesn't matter that you haven't started CD - you make very valid and helpful comments. Thankyou
Now, I just need to get my head in the right place
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