Lous diary - onwards and inwards!

[Louise24]

I know exactly how you feel bananas, it's rubbish isn't it. I was so hungry last night and almost went and got a chicken kebab and salad from the takeaway... Instead I force fed James the chocolate i wanted to eat whilst I had a strawberry shake. Hehe. I'm such a feeder.

I want my oatmeal already but making do with a milky coffee till 11am x

 

[Baby-belle]

This is willpower ! I would of let him cook for me! we have to rem that we need a life to though so just have one day off with him and get straight back on it ? Or ask him to cook something meaty ?

 

[Freestyle]

Hi Lou, really enjoyed reading your diary. Well done on your weight loss, a stone in 2 weeks is brilliant. You got wicked baking skills, I'm wishing for rocky road now.

 

[Louise24]

This is willpower ! I would of let him cook for me! we have to rem that we need a life to though so just have one day off with him and get straight back on it ? Or ask him to cook something meaty ?

Hi hun, how are you? Good weekend? Yeah, I'm going to let him cook me some meat, haha, that sounds wrong! He's a proper Jamie Oliver wannabe though and uses loads of oil and butter etc, oh well... Life's for living, you're right x

 

[Louise24]

Hi Lou, really enjoyed reading your diary. Well done on your weight loss, a stone in 2 weeks is brilliant. You got wicked baking skills, I'm wishing for rocky road now.

Hi freestyle... Glad you enjoy my diary, it's a bit of a ramble, I come on here every time I crave food... Hence I'm here all the time!! The rocky road is epic.. Although I put mint aero bubbles in the last batch which looked a bit like snot balls, hehe x

 

[Louise24]

Monday - day 20!!!

0900 oatmeal
1300 shake
1600 boiled egg
1900 chilli and mushrooms
2100 boiled egg

Need to up water today, find it easier to drink at work as like to get up and stretch my legs.

X

 

[Baby-belle]

Hi hun, how are you? Good weekend? Yeah, I'm going to let him cook me some meat, haha, that sounds wrong! He's a proper Jamie Oliver wannabe though and uses loads of oil and butter etc, oh well... Life's for living, you're right x

Lol when I wrote that I did chuckle so mature lol, I'm good back on track now I'm in it! Yes it is for living I think as long as you get back on track your be fine

 

[Louise24]

Meh meh meh!!!!!!!!!

Hungry and narky today.

Have spent all day revising for my assessment centre tomorrow, I feel very under prepared and like I'm going to fail epically.

Consists of - 2 psychometric tests, 4 role plays, 2 written exercises and an interview.

Just want to cry, eat chocolate and snuggle on sofa with J. Must girl up and get on with it xxx

 

[Bananas]

Keep preparing, youll get there
As for the hunger, well what can I say?? I have mega cravings today but sooo close to xmas its surely good to do some damage limitation eh?

 

[Lou_G]

Good luck for tomorrow from the sounds of it you've been doing all you can to prepare e.g. volunteering etc you'll obviously be very dedicated x x

I sky plussed elf I haven't seen it before so will watch when I get a chance

X

 

[Louise24]

Thanks hun, Wah. Nothing is sinking in.

Elf is brilliant but only managed to watch half of it, so may get the DVD.

Am giving up the revision now, got to be up at 5am. Boo xx

 

[Baby-belle]

Thanks hun, Wah. Nothing is sinking in.

Elf is brilliant but only managed to watch half of it, so may get the DVD.

Am giving up the revision now, got to be up at 5am. Boo xx

Ooooo why only watched half of it ay???

 

[Louise24]

Ooooo why only watched half of it ay???

Errm..... Hehe.

Anyhooooooo assessment centre done, was awful, they've got 50 people a day for 5 days and taking on 30 people, very very long odds!!

Am home, my heads buzzing and I don't know what to do now I've got no revision. Eek.

Food...
0500 shake and boiled egg
1300 bar
?
?

Xxxx

 

[Baby-belle]

Errm..... Hehe.

Anyhooooooo assessment centre done, was awful, they've got 50 people a day for 5 days and taking on 30 people, very very long odds!!

Am home, my heads buzzing and I don't know what to do now I've got no revision. Eek.

Food...
0500 shake and boiled egg
1300 bar
?
?

Xxxx

Teehee! glad it's all done I've got an assessment Thursday of a deteriorating patient and everyone watches you it's awful! I'm panicking about it!

 

[Lou_G]

Errm..... Here

Xxxx

Haha Wa-hey! Go James!!

Aw so jell of the new love feelings, been married eight years it's not the same !!

 

[Lou_G]

Sorry I quoted you wrong there I was editing and accidentally deleted the hehe and autocorrect put it back in wrong!

 

[Louise24]

Serves you right lou, hehe. I've actually lost count of the dates we've had now, is mad but we get on really well so I'm not going to question it. I'm coming off plan on Friday and going out for dinner with him, it's only one meal but will be nice to get all dressed up and have a few drinks too.

Lou - reintroduce date night with your other half! X

 

[Ruby Shoes]

Anyhooooooo assessment centre done, was awful, they've got 50 people a day for 5 days and taking on 30 people, very very long odds!!

crossing my fingers for you lou, though im sure you did really well

where are you going on your date dinner??

 

[Louise24]

Thanks hun, were off to a cafe that transforms into a restaurant in Friday nights, it's absolutely gorgeous there! The do 2 courses for £16 or 3 for £20... Am tempted to ask if you can just have one course but fear that James will force feed me a pudding (he's a clinical diabetic specialist and doesn't like slim and save!!!)

Food has been random today...

5am shake and hard boiled egg
1300 bar
1600 2 scrambled eggs
2000 small handful of popcorn (good bye ketosis!!!!)

Xxx

 

[Louise24]

Yes it's 20 past 1 in the morning but I'm craving beans on toast!!! X (slowly cracking up but hello day 21) x