madchickvic
Full Member
So this is me! Day one and feeling positive. I purchased a tornado cup which arrived just in time and used it this morning to make a Banana shake. So it wasn't the worst thing I have ever tasted - I dont like porridge anyway so cant imagine CD porridge would make me happy!!
I have drank almost a 1.5ltr bottle of water and might as well be sitting typing this on the loo as I am constantly back and forwards. Its lunch time for me shortly and as I said the Banana was not so bad but now I am feeling hunger pangs! Have done all the washing from my holiday and house is spotless what to do now!! I need to go out to stock up on bottled water but I am scared of stepping foot in the supermarket in case I see something tasty and need it!!!! I keep trying desperately to think about anything but food but its every where - read a book people eat, watch tv adverts and programs always people eating! Arrrrggghhh what to do! I think i'm going to go with a chocolate mint shake for lunch - maybe something a bit dare I say sweeter will take my mind off food again for a little while.
Seriously though - all of this is going through my head now but I think it is just fear! Fear of failing, fear of the unknown fear of feeling hungry! I hope that if I keep telling myself that I will not fail! If all else fails I am going to lock myself in my room with water, a potty and my shakes until it passes!
Heres hoping..............................................