Rosebud333
Member
I'm 3 1/2 weeks into Xenical and am depressed. I feel that I haven't lost any weight. I noticed it a lot in my first week and my clothes do feel a bit bigger but I feel bloated and useless.
I don't know my weight as I asked my doctor not to tell me, as I have a history of eating disorders, so she's only weighing me once a month, but I'm dreading seeing her next week and finding out I've lost nothing in my first month.
I have drank alcohol but not eaten a thing more than 5g fat per 100g and more than 15g of fat per meal. Do I have to go back to calorie counting? I really though that this would work for me. I was pleased that I had no side effects and really thought that this was going to be the start of my new life. It looks like I'm back to wasting my life counting calories and doomed to be a fatty all my life.
I feel stupid and fat. I really want to go back to throwing up-at least I could enjoy tasting food first before I threw it up. Now, I'm taking my pills like an idiot, planning all of this low fat food and I'm still a fat pig.
I don't know my weight as I asked my doctor not to tell me, as I have a history of eating disorders, so she's only weighing me once a month, but I'm dreading seeing her next week and finding out I've lost nothing in my first month.
I have drank alcohol but not eaten a thing more than 5g fat per 100g and more than 15g of fat per meal. Do I have to go back to calorie counting? I really though that this would work for me. I was pleased that I had no side effects and really thought that this was going to be the start of my new life. It looks like I'm back to wasting my life counting calories and doomed to be a fatty all my life.
I feel stupid and fat. I really want to go back to throwing up-at least I could enjoy tasting food first before I threw it up. Now, I'm taking my pills like an idiot, planning all of this low fat food and I'm still a fat pig.