My Diary :)

[pudge]

oh Hayley Im so sorry! *hugs*,, you can (and will) get through this. Do you live near enough where you could go and visit your grandad for a bit? that might make you feel a bit better? and im sure he would love to see you!,,, try and not let your mind go crazy, try and stay focused and go visit him .. x

 

[emmaforbes8]

You are doing amazingly well for all you're having to endure this year so far, keep going, this forum is fabulous and a brilliant support network.
I hope I can get losses like what you have,
Chin up <3
Xxx

 

[Anastazia35]

I am really sorry you have to go through this. I know the feeling as I experienced something similar few years ago. If you have the possibility visit him regularly, that will make you feel better as pudge said. Don't let this take you down, I know it's heartbreaking but you have to be strong for you and for him.
xxxx

 

[hayley18]

OK i have really neglected posting lately
been really struggling lately, i came off plan last friday as i was going out on the saturday and didnt get back on plan untill yesterday however the food choices i made over those days were good choices, and i didnt eat my self silly. Today i have carb withdrawal headaches and am feeling starving, which is weird because when i eat carbs i dont get the hunger feeling, when i dont normally eat until afternoons when im not on this diet:S
its my birthday in 16 days so am coming off plan again for that but plan to make sensible decisions again. then after that i have no more reasons to come off plan.
Over the last few days i have really started to notice how much weight i have lost!! looking at pictures of myself i hardly have any love handle now!! but still keeping a curvy figure which i am very happy about
my waist measurement has gone down from 119cm to 87 cm in just 8 weeks which i am very happy about i now have the confidence to go out with my tummy showing with out feeling like everybody is staring at me in disgust
my hips have also gone from 130cm to 114cm making a huge difference. i can now wear clothes that haven't fitted me in a long time!!
All of my old clothes have now gone to my mum, she is on lighter life and has lost a similar amount of weight as i have its so much easier doing this with somebody else
I must try posting on here more!!
still looking for a job im so bored just sitting at home thats making not eating even harder, i just want to boredom eat!! least i know this is one of my triggers :/
ringing up where i had my first job later on to see if they have any bar work going. its a bit of money until i find my self a better paying job. there is just hardly any jobs going out there at the minute!!
xxx

 

[hayley18]

Well its been a long time since ive been here and on plan! since i last posted at the beginning of march i have gained about 12lbs which i dont see as too bad as all i have been doing is drinking and eating take-aways. I am back on plan today and doing OK,but i know i will struggle this evening i am on SS until friday ( have a night out planned) and then probably SS+ next week. i need to sort my self out as i feel very bloated and wobbly. i am still fitting into the same clothes as i was when i was on plan in march ( good job really i sold all my old clothes haha) well i i will try posting on here more as i find it really helps xxx

 

[hayley18]

Well its day 2 and god have i got carb withdrawal headaches i am in so much pain and am so tired i am doing SS+ now as i cant cope without an evening meal. i have just been really naughty and ate loads of roast chicken and that isnt even my evening meal! im so hungry its ridiculous why is it so much harder the second time! xx