Hi Noitulove,
Thank you for your reply and inspiration, it is quite hard I am finding it okay today. I am learning what this is all about, I am doing all this to get myself back, I am no longer using any medical conditions an excuse stopped this ages ago. I have a few family members who have tried sabotaging me but I have been so strong-willed that I surprised myself. I cannot wait the day I can wear a dress without hiding in big lose clothes etc, my 5 year old girl will be so proud. You are doing well, imagine how you will look like and feel in the end, the new fab you.
Losing over a stone I feel so more energised and happy.
Have a good week,
Asiana