bigtummymummy
Mand
I'm going to the Rocky Horror show tonight with the guys and girls from work, everyone going in tarty fancy dress.... i feel so big and fat, but have got something to wear, i think i'm gonna feel so self conciuos all night, at one time i would have got drunk and not cared... but i don't want to ruin my diet and am accounting for the vodca i am going to be drinking in with my syns, so won't be having too many. I wish i hadn't bought tickets so i didn't have to go..... i have even told a lie to my work mates so i can come home from show instead of going into town clubbing and drinking...
I hate feeling like this and am looking forward to when i have lost my weight and can go out and feel confident and sexy and enjoy my life.... Does anyone else get like this when they go on nights out....
I hate feeling like this and am looking forward to when i have lost my weight and can go out and feel confident and sexy and enjoy my life.... Does anyone else get like this when they go on nights out....