Hey..so this may sound melodramatic to some but this is how I am feeling. I can't talk to my mum about these things as she has absolutley no sympathy and ends up telling me 'that I am now 23 years old and I should be able to snap myself out of these particular moods!'
I hate my life at the moment... I absolutley hate it, honestly I could go to bed and never come out again. I just feel bloody lousy! I fell pregnant @ 17 had my daughter at 18 and was never with her father (he was violent)... I have had an off relationships but never anything really serious. When my daughter was 9 months old I went back into education.. got a BTEC National Diploma, went on to gain a Higher National Diploma with distinction and now I came completing a top up into a BA Hons degree... I just feel completely zapped!
I think about all the opportunities I could of had and what I didn't think about... and as my daughter gets older she is developing more of an attitude and a temper like her father (she is also ginger which does not help in the slightest!)
I feel like I am going now where... I have lost 2 stone but that doesn't seem like much in the big picture, I can't see myself with any career direction right now and I just feel like I an drowning. I hate it, I hate it when I feel like this but I just feel crap!!
Had to get this off my chest... thanks for reading
I hate my life at the moment... I absolutley hate it, honestly I could go to bed and never come out again. I just feel bloody lousy! I fell pregnant @ 17 had my daughter at 18 and was never with her father (he was violent)... I have had an off relationships but never anything really serious. When my daughter was 9 months old I went back into education.. got a BTEC National Diploma, went on to gain a Higher National Diploma with distinction and now I came completing a top up into a BA Hons degree... I just feel completely zapped!
I think about all the opportunities I could of had and what I didn't think about... and as my daughter gets older she is developing more of an attitude and a temper like her father (she is also ginger which does not help in the slightest!)
I feel like I am going now where... I have lost 2 stone but that doesn't seem like much in the big picture, I can't see myself with any career direction right now and I just feel like I an drowning. I hate it, I hate it when I feel like this but I just feel crap!!
Had to get this off my chest... thanks for reading