yellowiris
Member
Hi all. A lovely Christmas and Happy New Year to you all!!
As the Christmas season is nearly over we can see more and more threads popping up with people determining to get back into CD (and into shape) for a fab 2010. I felt so excited reading about these resolutions that I've also decided to make a little plan of my own.
As you might have read from my previous posts I followed CD for 5 months in the spring and summer of 09 and went down from a huge size 12 to a tiny size 4. I have very fortunately been able to stabilize at this weight for almost half a year EATING ANYTHING I WAN TED. However now even at size 4 I feel inadequate, for 2 reasons really:
- Firstly down here in the Paris of the Orient EVERY girls is a size 4 so my skinny frame is nothing special, and I aim to be special not just ordinary. Afterall a Shanghainese girl's life is all about dressing up and I want to fit in to even skinnier jeans;
- I was inspired by what my role model (for look and fashion at least) Kate Moss said few weeks ago in a radio interview, that "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels". I know I know she got a lot of backlash for saying it but that has always been one of my life mottos as well and being reminded by her just spurred me on to finnaly achieve my supermodel look although I'm nowhere as tall as Kate.
So I've decided to give CD another 1 to 2 months to achieve my life long dream.
I know some of you may criticize me for advocating what some may think as a eating disorder but if you have no problem with me setting such a low target please sometime come and cheer me up at those occasional low moments.
Thanks for reading and wishing all of you fab weight loss in the coming year too.
Kathryn
As the Christmas season is nearly over we can see more and more threads popping up with people determining to get back into CD (and into shape) for a fab 2010. I felt so excited reading about these resolutions that I've also decided to make a little plan of my own.
As you might have read from my previous posts I followed CD for 5 months in the spring and summer of 09 and went down from a huge size 12 to a tiny size 4. I have very fortunately been able to stabilize at this weight for almost half a year EATING ANYTHING I WAN TED. However now even at size 4 I feel inadequate, for 2 reasons really:
- Firstly down here in the Paris of the Orient EVERY girls is a size 4 so my skinny frame is nothing special, and I aim to be special not just ordinary. Afterall a Shanghainese girl's life is all about dressing up and I want to fit in to even skinnier jeans;
- I was inspired by what my role model (for look and fashion at least) Kate Moss said few weeks ago in a radio interview, that "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels". I know I know she got a lot of backlash for saying it but that has always been one of my life mottos as well and being reminded by her just spurred me on to finnaly achieve my supermodel look although I'm nowhere as tall as Kate.
So I've decided to give CD another 1 to 2 months to achieve my life long dream.
I know some of you may criticize me for advocating what some may think as a eating disorder but if you have no problem with me setting such a low target please sometime come and cheer me up at those occasional low moments.
Thanks for reading and wishing all of you fab weight loss in the coming year too.
Kathryn