Pixies Diary...

[Starlight]

God pixie its just one thing after another just now *HUGS*

Youre doing incredibly well holding it all together, I really do admire you.

 

[pixiepiratess]

Morning ... Karen he is currently on 50mgs of ritilin each day ...... no support from outside ... altho he does have one to one for p.e at school because he just does not see danger! and has no fear! ..

Im kinda feeling guilty now for feeling the way i do as he is going home on saturday! .. but i have really got to the point of not knowing what to try next some im sorta just going with the flow now! .....
diet well umm what diet! lol ...
im dreading next tuesday! .. I missed this weeks because i didnt want to see the result! and i know if i dont go next tuesday then it will be the begining of the end! so i really need to go!

Thanks for all your ongoing support your all wonderful xxxx

 

[Gemma1986]

Kirsty,
even tho i am not on ww any more i am still keeping an eye on you,please go hun,dont give up,you can do it huni x

 

[catznolan]

hoping ur doing ok hunni, it seems like an impossible situationa cause no matter what u do u seem to be in the wrong, and obviously his dad doesnt help the situation. have no advice really just letting ya no thinking of ya xx

 

[Gemma1986]

have a great weekend hun x

 

[Bananas]

Hope things get better for you soon Pixie, sure you will get back into WW when u r ready for it x

 

[Starlight]

With all thats going on just now, your diet is the least of your concerns *HUGS* You can get back on that wagon once things are more settled

 

[pixiepiratess]

Afternoon ......... well we had a lovely morning .. we were going to Moors Valley but we ended up just on the forest due to some of the kids not wanting to go without mates etc ! ......... it was lovely took the dog and just got back now! knackered! ....
my son was ok to until the end when i wouldnt let him walk back with his big sister! so he punched the car twice ... felt like a really ruined day! .............
diet is a disaster at the moment but i will be back to norml soon i promise lol

sorry ive not caught up with everyone .. am working in half an hour so will have to catch up over the weekend xxxx

 

[Gemma1986]

Have a great weekend hun,will texts you over the weekend

 

[pixiepiratess]

Evening guys ..... Ok so son went home this morning and i have to say I am sitting here tele on mute .. jake in the garden bron drying her hair off mark having a smoke and i am listening to the sound of normal things ... birds singing, jake talking to himself ahhhhh bliss! ...
Now i know to some that probably sounds awful..... but i cant remember the last time this month i have sat and listened to things like this due to my son being here and not knowing how to give and take! .. I do feel alot calmer my head is throbbing a little but i know its just my body calming down i think! lol ....

were not going away over night as marks sister has booked his mum overnight ! so we are here! ............ dinner at his parents tomoro though ... and then may pop down to his bosses for a drink and a giggle, Mondy im not sure .. depends on the weather ..........

Tonight we are having a chinese... a dvd ... and a bottle of wine! mmmmm yummy! ........... kids in bed on time! aahhhh

 

[saraian24]

aww hun, sounds like life can calm down a bit now and im sure your son will be happy too see his dad again and will settle fine back in his familliar enviroment - kids really can make us go off the diet - i struggled last week big time with stephens tantrums and put on a lb!
Just get back into thr frame of mind you were a month ago and althogh im doing cd i will support you in any way i can! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[pixiepiratess]

Hey girlies! ... Ok so im back to normal! Ive had a weekend of peace! only 2 kids at home! ... weve not done a great deal but its been cool not to have to shout bicker argue etc ! ya get the drift

My next challenge kids wise is that my great ex (in his wisdom) has said that bec could take her b.f with her when she goes up in oct with her sister! I mean that man is an IDIOT! ....... so now ive got to find reasons why i dont want him going! (or maybe im being to protective) lol

Diet well im back with it 100% as from today! .. I was told off yesterday by my leader that i wasnt drinking enough umm 2 cans of diet coke was all i had yesterday! lol .. so ive been out and bought a water filter jug! as the water here is YUK! ....... i am going to aim at half a jug a day and build up! ..also ive set myself the challenge of walking Jake to playschool at least 3 mornings a week as its only a 10/15 min walk and we just always jump in the car! ... so that should up my walking a little! lol ... Oh such promises to myself ... I will be keeping this up! hehe ...

Food today ummm well not alot as w.i tonight .. so will have cereal for lunch (as missed breaky) ... and then maybe some fruit to tide me over until wi! lol

 

[Gemma1986]

Glad to see your back Kirsty,good luck for your wi tonight,i am sure you will be ok,when i am doing ww i dont drink much water i just stick to my diet coke.
Im glad you have got your peace and quiet back!
Hope you had a nice weekend

 

[saraian24]

Best of luck for your wi hunni!

 

[Karenlou]

All the best for WI tonight hon. Glad to hear things are getting back to normal for you.

Unless you have any specific concerns about your daughter's bf (other than the obvious ones of course!) I'd be inclined to let it go otherwise dad gets to be 'cool dad' and you get to be 'mean mum'.

Just not worth it imho. Save your ammo for when she wants to drop out and shave all her hair off and join the moonies.

 

[pixiepiratess]

LOL the only concern i have is that she is 14 !! hes 15!! .. and her dad is a pain in the backside! has no morals! .. and spends most of his time in the pub! ...

hence my ummmm worry! lol

 

[Karenlou]

Aaah, yes, far too much opportunity to get up to badness. Fifteen year old boys are all evil and only after one thing!

 

[paula 36]

hi matey,how you doinxx

 

[pixiepiratess]

Ummm i didnt say that! ...
im just saying that my ex is the sort of bloke that would turn a blind eye if my daughter snuck downstairs or if her b.f snick upstairs! .........
Im not having a go at boys! im just saying i know how teens are i was one once! ...........
My comments were mainly aimed at my ex who is an irresponsible arse!

 

[Karenlou]

Sorry, I was being facetious. My son was a right little you-know-what at that age! I once found his school yearbook with a note in it from a girl saying "remember that time when your mum came home unexpectedly from work and my thong was under your bed". Aaaargh!