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*Avid Gum Chewer*
I'm laughing at the name now, since my father used to make jokes about me getting to a size where I would one day need to use a pin to pop my balloon sized belly as if it was full off air.Anyway, welcome to my Diary.
I think quite a few of you on here can understand that it is hard to be young and the bigger one out of your friends. I hated shopping growing up, or even just going out with friends for a meal because I hated people seeing that something I liked, looked horrible on me or when I ate I had to have seconds :sigh:. I may have been chubby at that stage of growing up, but it wasn't until last year when everything spiralled out of control for me, some things happened and I wasn't able to cope.. so my food intake and exercise suffered. I was never bullied though in school, and have the best friends a girl could ask for. They are very understanding towards me (Thank god). I feel that my weight is stopping me from doing anything I would really love to do. As I am still in school (The last year) its hard for me and we have fitness checks, which I hate cause I am always on the poor end of the scale when we see how well we have done. I would love to be able to be faster at running and better in some sports than some of the people in my class.
Right now, I am 13 stone and 9 pounds and I am 5'6 - 5'7 ish in height.
I am doing the Winter/ Christmas Challenge that I created to start off with, which starts on November 1st and ends on January 31st.
I think quite a few of you on here can understand that it is hard to be young and the bigger one out of your friends. I hated shopping growing up, or even just going out with friends for a meal because I hated people seeing that something I liked, looked horrible on me or when I ate I had to have seconds :sigh:. I may have been chubby at that stage of growing up, but it wasn't until last year when everything spiralled out of control for me, some things happened and I wasn't able to cope.. so my food intake and exercise suffered. I was never bullied though in school, and have the best friends a girl could ask for. They are very understanding towards me (Thank god). I feel that my weight is stopping me from doing anything I would really love to do. As I am still in school (The last year) its hard for me and we have fitness checks, which I hate cause I am always on the poor end of the scale when we see how well we have done. I would love to be able to be faster at running and better in some sports than some of the people in my class.
Right now, I am 13 stone and 9 pounds and I am 5'6 - 5'7 ish in height.
I am doing the Winter/ Christmas Challenge that I created to start off with, which starts on November 1st and ends on January 31st.