big bear
A bear on a mission!
I can't cope anymore, I'm sat here crying. I've got no support from H & all my family are in Ireland.
H started nites 2 wks ago but has been off his his last shift tues nite. I've got a 19mth old boy & I'm 6 mths preggers. I've been up every morning this wk at 6with ds & I'm exhausted. H has been here but all he's done is sleep leaving me with ds.
Yest we went out to town to pay bills do shopping etc ds slept while we were out & when we got home H went 2 bed. I ended up cleaning the flat sweeping/mopping the floors dusting cleaning etc. while he slept H is also doing a mgt course & I'm typing up all his work for him.
Today he got up with ds & I was suppose to have a lie in but ds was in jumping on me at 7am. H thinks this is fine. He's now gone to bed fora rest since 4pm & I'm left again with ds. I couldn't even sleep when ds was asleep as had to type H assignment.
I've tried 2 speak 2 him but he says that he'sdone his share, yeah right washed some dishes & put on 2 washes. I even went to pc world for him & took ds with me on the bus today. I even had to make/feed son his lunch as he hasn't the patience.
I'm dealing with terrible 2's & lack of sleep & feel as if I'm heading 4 a breakdown but when I talk to H it ends in an arguement.
I'm seriously thinking of leaving him as I feel so alone & like a single mum anyhow. To top it all I've been feeling really crap with this pregnancy. I just don't no where to turn
H started nites 2 wks ago but has been off his his last shift tues nite. I've got a 19mth old boy & I'm 6 mths preggers. I've been up every morning this wk at 6with ds & I'm exhausted. H has been here but all he's done is sleep leaving me with ds.
Yest we went out to town to pay bills do shopping etc ds slept while we were out & when we got home H went 2 bed. I ended up cleaning the flat sweeping/mopping the floors dusting cleaning etc. while he slept H is also doing a mgt course & I'm typing up all his work for him.
Today he got up with ds & I was suppose to have a lie in but ds was in jumping on me at 7am. H thinks this is fine. He's now gone to bed fora rest since 4pm & I'm left again with ds. I couldn't even sleep when ds was asleep as had to type H assignment.
I've tried 2 speak 2 him but he says that he'sdone his share, yeah right washed some dishes & put on 2 washes. I even went to pc world for him & took ds with me on the bus today. I even had to make/feed son his lunch as he hasn't the patience.
I'm dealing with terrible 2's & lack of sleep & feel as if I'm heading 4 a breakdown but when I talk to H it ends in an arguement.
I'm seriously thinking of leaving him as I feel so alone & like a single mum anyhow. To top it all I've been feeling really crap with this pregnancy. I just don't no where to turn