princesspodge
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Well its been a long time coming, and after a silly 2 week daliance with exante about 4 months ago when I was still breastfeeding and in the process of moving house - here I am again on the eve of another VLCD attempt.
'Just do it the proper way' say my family and friends 'Just watch what your eating and do some more exercise'. Sure, yep, defo thats what I will do! LIKE I'VE NEVER THOUGHT OF THAT BEFORE!!!
For me I need speedy results or I get bored, complacent and give in. I know my family are just concerned and are trying to do the best for me - but they have NO idea what its like being almost 10 stone heavier than I should be. 10 stone folks - thats like the weight of an average woman that I am carrying about with me every day. Thats like 2 women trying to squeeze into my jeans, or heave themselves up the stairs on my 2 little overburdened legs! Enough is enough, I don't want to be this person, I don't want to be the person who eats so much they are stuck in theor house, or can't walk down the street. I am 5 foot tall and around 18 stone - that means that around 50% or HALF of me is nothing but fat.
So tomorrow I stop on this road to destruction that I am currently treading, and I set off on another path - a healthier slimmer one. I know that this new path won't be easy for me. In fact I know its going to be really bloody hard at times! But I NEED to do this. I WANT to do this. And I WILL do this.
Amen.
'Just do it the proper way' say my family and friends 'Just watch what your eating and do some more exercise'. Sure, yep, defo thats what I will do! LIKE I'VE NEVER THOUGHT OF THAT BEFORE!!!
For me I need speedy results or I get bored, complacent and give in. I know my family are just concerned and are trying to do the best for me - but they have NO idea what its like being almost 10 stone heavier than I should be. 10 stone folks - thats like the weight of an average woman that I am carrying about with me every day. Thats like 2 women trying to squeeze into my jeans, or heave themselves up the stairs on my 2 little overburdened legs! Enough is enough, I don't want to be this person, I don't want to be the person who eats so much they are stuck in theor house, or can't walk down the street. I am 5 foot tall and around 18 stone - that means that around 50% or HALF of me is nothing but fat.
So tomorrow I stop on this road to destruction that I am currently treading, and I set off on another path - a healthier slimmer one. I know that this new path won't be easy for me. In fact I know its going to be really bloody hard at times! But I NEED to do this. I WANT to do this. And I WILL do this.
Amen.
