Lozzy Gozzy
Silver Member
Hmmm... :cry:
I have THE most horrible body EVER! I do everything right to it and still it wants to be fat and ugly and just well and truely horrible!
Yeah I calorie counted and lost weight, then I stopped losing weight completely!
I dropped my calorie intake... that didn't work!
I upped my calorie intake... THAT didn't work!
Every freaking day for the past 3 months I have gone to the gym! Not just little sessions but hardcore, aches, sweats, sicks, dizziness, worked my arse off sessions! I've mixed it up, made it harder, made it lighter...
NO WEIGHT LOSS!!!!
I took a break... and how frigging fast does my body put fat back on?! VERY!
So at my lowest when I plateaued I was down to 70.5kg (I was killing myself, eating knack all and spending all the day at the gym! Oh and bye bye TOTM as well! as a result of all the exercise and lack of calories! Still waiting for that to come back!)
Now, after all the experimenting, upping and downing calories and exercise I go back up to 72.5kg!
Light at the end of the tunnel, thought I'd give WW a go! Did my first week 100% Stuck to the fast track 18 points, no cheating...
Did tons of extra classes and sessions at the gym...
And the result?! +1lb...
No you didn't misread that... +1lb!!!!!!!!
:cry:
Does my body want to be fat and horrible and make me so unhappy forever?
I've spent the whole of this summer off from uni at the gym everyday, and eaten sensibly, and what a waste of time
I hit a low when today I got to the gym (I travel an hour and a half to get there and the same again to get back) to be told that not one but BOTH of my classes had been cancelled...
This after doing my weigh in and and gaining 1lb!!!! made me break down and cry my stupid fat eyes out! :cry:
What the hell do I do?!
I haven't had a single piece of chocolate or one incy wincy crisp past my lips in over 2 and a half years!
And no, it's not because I eat too little that I'm in "starvation mode" and no it's not because I'm gaining muscle (I've been going to the gym faaaarrrr too long for it to be that!) and losing fat and no it's not because it's that TOTM (because I don't flipping get one anymore!!) :cry:
The only thing that's keeping me going now is the fact that I NEVER give up! If I do then that's it, game over, waste of time losing any weight what-so-ever...
So yes, this isn't the end of the road, I'm not a quitter... it's more of a :sigh: and :cry: what the heck do I do??? All my energy goes into losing weight, eating right and exercising... it's starting to feel like a waste of time...
Help... :cry:
I have THE most horrible body EVER! I do everything right to it and still it wants to be fat and ugly and just well and truely horrible!
Yeah I calorie counted and lost weight, then I stopped losing weight completely!
I dropped my calorie intake... that didn't work!
I upped my calorie intake... THAT didn't work!
Every freaking day for the past 3 months I have gone to the gym! Not just little sessions but hardcore, aches, sweats, sicks, dizziness, worked my arse off sessions! I've mixed it up, made it harder, made it lighter...
NO WEIGHT LOSS!!!!
I took a break... and how frigging fast does my body put fat back on?! VERY!
So at my lowest when I plateaued I was down to 70.5kg (I was killing myself, eating knack all and spending all the day at the gym! Oh and bye bye TOTM as well! as a result of all the exercise and lack of calories! Still waiting for that to come back!)
Now, after all the experimenting, upping and downing calories and exercise I go back up to 72.5kg!
Light at the end of the tunnel, thought I'd give WW a go! Did my first week 100% Stuck to the fast track 18 points, no cheating...
Did tons of extra classes and sessions at the gym...
And the result?! +1lb...
No you didn't misread that... +1lb!!!!!!!!
:cry:
Does my body want to be fat and horrible and make me so unhappy forever?
I've spent the whole of this summer off from uni at the gym everyday, and eaten sensibly, and what a waste of time
I hit a low when today I got to the gym (I travel an hour and a half to get there and the same again to get back) to be told that not one but BOTH of my classes had been cancelled...
This after doing my weigh in and and gaining 1lb!!!! made me break down and cry my stupid fat eyes out! :cry:
What the hell do I do?!
I haven't had a single piece of chocolate or one incy wincy crisp past my lips in over 2 and a half years!
And no, it's not because I eat too little that I'm in "starvation mode" and no it's not because I'm gaining muscle (I've been going to the gym faaaarrrr too long for it to be that!) and losing fat and no it's not because it's that TOTM (because I don't flipping get one anymore!!) :cry:
The only thing that's keeping me going now is the fact that I NEVER give up! If I do then that's it, game over, waste of time losing any weight what-so-ever...
So yes, this isn't the end of the road, I'm not a quitter... it's more of a :sigh: and :cry: what the heck do I do??? All my energy goes into losing weight, eating right and exercising... it's starting to feel like a waste of time...
Help... :cry: