Hi all,
I am not usually one to write negative messages but tonight I am so fed up! I am annoyed that I can't eat what I want, annoyed that the scales haven't moved for days, annoyed how restricted my lifestyle has been since starting, annoyed that I let myself get this fat to have to do this in the first place, annoyed that I have another two months to go, even annoyed that I haven't been to the loo for three days and am very uncomfortable in my own skin!
I HATE moaning and I am so sorry but have to let it out. Hubbie who is usually so strict with me even offered to go and buy me whatever I wanted to eat but I said no because I know the guilt will make me feel even worse tomorrow.
I don't know how to snap out of this.
Amina xx
I am not usually one to write negative messages but tonight I am so fed up! I am annoyed that I can't eat what I want, annoyed that the scales haven't moved for days, annoyed how restricted my lifestyle has been since starting, annoyed that I let myself get this fat to have to do this in the first place, annoyed that I have another two months to go, even annoyed that I haven't been to the loo for three days and am very uncomfortable in my own skin!
I HATE moaning and I am so sorry but have to let it out. Hubbie who is usually so strict with me even offered to go and buy me whatever I wanted to eat but I said no because I know the guilt will make me feel even worse tomorrow.
I don't know how to snap out of this.
Amina xx