Roch
Minimins gal x
Hi all i am Roch and used 2 be here on the site very regular but the past year have really been awol as have been so down and depressed.
I weigh 27 stone and i am desperate to give LT another go again,i know alot of my friends here think that i should not put myself under this pressure at the moment as have been very low but i cant carry on like this any more, my left knee is collapsing at least 4 times a day and am scared big time soon wont be able to walk.
I have 10 days worth of packs here in the house and i am restarting again tomorrow but i feel very nervous as have failed so many times.
I really need to get back into the swing of posting regular like i used to be and not be scared to come online when i am having a bad day. I do have a diary thread and am lucky to have some good friends on there who always look out for me but apart from that i am very alone.
I really do need some support to stay on track.
Looking forward to starting 2morrow although am very nervous.
Ty for taking the time to stop and read this.
Take care xx
I weigh 27 stone and i am desperate to give LT another go again,i know alot of my friends here think that i should not put myself under this pressure at the moment as have been very low but i cant carry on like this any more, my left knee is collapsing at least 4 times a day and am scared big time soon wont be able to walk.
I have 10 days worth of packs here in the house and i am restarting again tomorrow but i feel very nervous as have failed so many times.
I really need to get back into the swing of posting regular like i used to be and not be scared to come online when i am having a bad day. I do have a diary thread and am lucky to have some good friends on there who always look out for me but apart from that i am very alone.
I really do need some support to stay on track.
Looking forward to starting 2morrow although am very nervous.
Ty for taking the time to stop and read this.
Take care xx