Personally i think she looked better when she was bigger but thats just my opinion . I know that girl called Gemma collins from the only way is essex lost weight too . I think she looks stunning big and to what she has got down to now. even tho i want to lose weight i do think there are plenty of attractive 'big' women out there. my fella actually prefers women with a bit of meat on them. i always wonder if i lost the weight if he would still love me but i know he is for me for my personaillty x