Violetwind
Determined
Ok I am in a total downward spiral and its getting way outta hand
Started on Saturday, cos it was mid term took my 2 boys and the OH out for the day. Made a lovely SW picnic and stuck with it. . . until about 6pm that evening we were all starving and decided to call into a restaurant where I did not choose well.
Sunday was great all day at least 80% on EE
Monday I felt under the weather and did not go to my weigh in cos I felt so bad. . .(first class I've missed from joing 6 weeks ago) however I managed to eat lovely tea and toast (not H/E, just lovely white toasted bread)
Tuesday was even worse took everyone to the zoo and had a pizza hut for tea though I did only have 2 slices.
Wednesday faired no better had chips
So today . . . started brilliantly, thats me back on the plan . . . until while making the dinner the lovely SW chips I had in the oven fell onto the floor cos I was rushing so much. Phoned OH told him to just bring home chips for the steak and chips SW style that I had planned. . . and then he brought home a swiss roll filled with lemon jam, cream and chocolate, along with the chips. Of course I had a piece of that plus tea and toast!!!!! I have gone mad!!!!
Please just let me wake up tomorrow and get back on track otherwise I don't think I will be able to get out of this spiral and that is really the last thing I want. I really need for this to be my year, the year I reach the weight I've always wanted to be
Started on Saturday, cos it was mid term took my 2 boys and the OH out for the day. Made a lovely SW picnic and stuck with it. . . until about 6pm that evening we were all starving and decided to call into a restaurant where I did not choose well.
Sunday was great all day at least 80% on EE
Monday I felt under the weather and did not go to my weigh in cos I felt so bad. . .(first class I've missed from joing 6 weeks ago) however I managed to eat lovely tea and toast (not H/E, just lovely white toasted bread)
Tuesday was even worse took everyone to the zoo and had a pizza hut for tea though I did only have 2 slices.
Wednesday faired no better had chips
So today . . . started brilliantly, thats me back on the plan . . . until while making the dinner the lovely SW chips I had in the oven fell onto the floor cos I was rushing so much. Phoned OH told him to just bring home chips for the steak and chips SW style that I had planned. . . and then he brought home a swiss roll filled with lemon jam, cream and chocolate, along with the chips. Of course I had a piece of that plus tea and toast!!!!! I have gone mad!!!!
Please just let me wake up tomorrow and get back on track otherwise I don't think I will be able to get out of this spiral and that is really the last thing I want. I really need for this to be my year, the year I reach the weight I've always wanted to be