No no! You're so not on your own....It's such a tough time. Hang in there - my goodness you will have lost loads and you'll feel so amazing when you find out how much you have lost. Well done on what you have achieved - SS is hard - especially so at first, but so worth it and so possible. I look at the achievements of many of the other members for inspiration to show that it really can be done.
Take care of yourself, and well done well done well done on sticking to it.
xx