roundrachel
Silver Member
Just want to vent really so apologies before I begin!
I got made redundant four weeks ago and have had no success finding a new job. Unless I want to move a minimum of a hundred miles from home there's just nothing. I don't want to move. Nor can I afford it.
I've been trying to sort out things with my ex (we split up after he cheated after 12 years together) and it's all just too much to cope with.
My mum isn't well, is going deaf and is increasingly frail and I'm the only person who can look after her. Once she's gone. I'm completely alone.
My dog is now 12 and I'm worried about how I'll cope when he's gone.
I still haven't recovered from my glandular fever in Feb and have been diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome.
I'm hugely depressed and have no energy to do anything.
And...worst of all really...I'm eating too much and putting on weight. Making me more depressed in the process. I've lost all my confidence since I found out about OH's affair.
Feel like I'm in self destruct mode and I'm just standing by watching it happen
Going to be unemployed, skint, overweight and alone if I don't get a grip.
Sorry. Just incredibly down.
Indeed, being thin doesn't make you happy!
If you've got to the end of this without thinking i'm a whinging, whining, naval gazing misery guts I applaud your positive vibes!!
I got made redundant four weeks ago and have had no success finding a new job. Unless I want to move a minimum of a hundred miles from home there's just nothing. I don't want to move. Nor can I afford it.
I've been trying to sort out things with my ex (we split up after he cheated after 12 years together) and it's all just too much to cope with.
My mum isn't well, is going deaf and is increasingly frail and I'm the only person who can look after her. Once she's gone. I'm completely alone.
My dog is now 12 and I'm worried about how I'll cope when he's gone.
I still haven't recovered from my glandular fever in Feb and have been diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome.
I'm hugely depressed and have no energy to do anything.
And...worst of all really...I'm eating too much and putting on weight. Making me more depressed in the process. I've lost all my confidence since I found out about OH's affair.
Feel like I'm in self destruct mode and I'm just standing by watching it happen
Going to be unemployed, skint, overweight and alone if I don't get a grip.
Sorry. Just incredibly down.
Indeed, being thin doesn't make you happy!
If you've got to the end of this without thinking i'm a whinging, whining, naval gazing misery guts I applaud your positive vibes!!