Daisy_Duke13
Full Member
Its 16 weeks today...(well its actually saturday morning in theory but my friday night) until the 1st day of 2010 and i do not want to be sitting here, feeling how i currently do going into the new year.
I need to stop making excuses EVERY single day as to why ill start cambridge again tomorrow, i need to stop stuffing my face like foods going out of fashion "as im starting tomorrow of course so i need to make the most of eating" and i need to stop convincing myself that ill do something about it when the time is right.
The time is right when i make it right. If i can just get through one day, i think ill be on the right track, then a week, then a month and so on. I weighed myself today, and i have 3 stone to lose, to get to my target weight. Therefore, if i am dedicated, in theory, i should easily be able to lose it by christmas.
I would LOVE LOVE LOVE to be able to do this. Im a shadow of my normal self. Dont get me wrong, to my friends im outgoing and bubbly, and they love that i love food as much as then. But deep down im wracked with insecurities and bitterness about my body image. Im 23, i should be out having fun, loving my life and body, not dressing to cover it and avoiding seeing people who used to know me thin AT ALL COSTS.
Sorry, im going off on a tangent now look at me. Its like a diary here.Yes back to point....long story short! I am going to try and get back on the diet, not sure about tomorrow as i need to see my cdc for packs whose lovely and understanding so maybe sunday and i need to take it one day at a time.
If there is anyone who fancies joining me, or has any words of advice for a returner, or just anyone that emphathises with my madness id be keen to hear from you!
Love Daisy xxx
I need to stop making excuses EVERY single day as to why ill start cambridge again tomorrow, i need to stop stuffing my face like foods going out of fashion "as im starting tomorrow of course so i need to make the most of eating" and i need to stop convincing myself that ill do something about it when the time is right.
The time is right when i make it right. If i can just get through one day, i think ill be on the right track, then a week, then a month and so on. I weighed myself today, and i have 3 stone to lose, to get to my target weight. Therefore, if i am dedicated, in theory, i should easily be able to lose it by christmas.
I would LOVE LOVE LOVE to be able to do this. Im a shadow of my normal self. Dont get me wrong, to my friends im outgoing and bubbly, and they love that i love food as much as then. But deep down im wracked with insecurities and bitterness about my body image. Im 23, i should be out having fun, loving my life and body, not dressing to cover it and avoiding seeing people who used to know me thin AT ALL COSTS.
Sorry, im going off on a tangent now look at me. Its like a diary here.Yes back to point....long story short! I am going to try and get back on the diet, not sure about tomorrow as i need to see my cdc for packs whose lovely and understanding so maybe sunday and i need to take it one day at a time.
If there is anyone who fancies joining me, or has any words of advice for a returner, or just anyone that emphathises with my madness id be keen to hear from you!
Love Daisy xxx