Chika
Silver Member
Today I reached breaking point. My highest weight ever. I’m having a rubbish time at work at the moment and I’m not sure what is going to happen. My reaction in times of stress is to eat. I wish I could be one of those people who can’t eat when they are slightly upset. Unfortunately I’m not and I’ve been sat stuffing my face for almost a month – this combined with a total absence from the gym has led to the horrific weight gain.
I wish I could be one of those jolly fat lasses that are ok with it. However I like clothes that don’t come in a size 28, I want to go on rides at the seaside and I’m petrified of getting on a plane incase I can’t fit into the seat! I hate the looks of pity people give me in the street and the fact that no decent man looks twice at me. If they do I’m always convinced it is some kind of dare. I’m not totally miserable don’t worry, I just have this sneaking feeling that being fat is stopping me living the life I want to live.
So this is my chance, once and for all to sort myself out. I’ve done every different diet in the past with varying degrees of success. Cambridge, Atkins and everything else inbetween. I’ve always stopped eventually with an excuse. Well this is it, no more excuses, I look like this because I eat too much, pure and simple. Please feel free to join me as I plot my successes in this little diary. So here goes, Slim & Save might just be my saviour!
I wish I could be one of those jolly fat lasses that are ok with it. However I like clothes that don’t come in a size 28, I want to go on rides at the seaside and I’m petrified of getting on a plane incase I can’t fit into the seat! I hate the looks of pity people give me in the street and the fact that no decent man looks twice at me. If they do I’m always convinced it is some kind of dare. I’m not totally miserable don’t worry, I just have this sneaking feeling that being fat is stopping me living the life I want to live.
So this is my chance, once and for all to sort myself out. I’ve done every different diet in the past with varying degrees of success. Cambridge, Atkins and everything else inbetween. I’ve always stopped eventually with an excuse. Well this is it, no more excuses, I look like this because I eat too much, pure and simple. Please feel free to join me as I plot my successes in this little diary. So here goes, Slim & Save might just be my saviour!