So I am back again!

Felix

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Hi everyone!!

Don't know if anyone will remember me, but I first started CD back in November 2010 (as if it was that long ago!!) and I slowly but surely went from 15st 13 to 12st 7 and then it all went downhill :( I have tried to restart more times than I can count, but this time I need to be successful! I am not having another summer where I can't enjoy myself because I'm too huge!!

I've put 2 stone on since my lowest weight so I'm restarting at 14st 7 :( :( I can't believe I've just let myself get so much heavier again :(

So tomorrow I'm officially back on. I am so crap at restarting on a Monday so fingers crossed I can get through it. My OH is also doing it with me. He first started at just over 20 stone and his lowest weight was 15st 7. He's now 16.7ish and doesn't have much left to lose (he's about 100000ft tall so doesn't need to lose much more or he'll look like a beanpole!). We are both doing SS+.

Wish me luck!!!!
 
Felix said:
Hi everyone!!

Don't know if anyone will remember me, but I first started CD back in November 2010 (as if it was that long ago!!) and I slowly but surely went from 15st 13 to 12st 7 and then it all went downhill :( I have tried to restart more times than I can count, but this time I need to be successful! I am not having another summer where I can't enjoy myself because I'm too huge!!

I've put 2 stone on since my lowest weight so I'm restarting at 14st 7 :( :( I can't believe I've just let myself get so much heavier again :(

So tomorrow I'm officially back on. I am so crap at restarting on a Monday so fingers crossed I can get through it. My OH is also doing it with me. He first started at just over 20 stone and his lowest weight was 15st 7. He's now 16.7ish and doesn't have much left to lose (he's about 100000ft tall so doesn't need to lose much more or he'll look like a beanpole!). We are both doing SS+.

Wish me luck!!!!

I remember you :) glad to see you back tan said you'd be back soon. I've come back to cd too got fed up fighting sw with no results which ended in a binge episode where I piled on a stone so ive come back to follow through to goal. WI two for me tomorrow.

You can do it. You know it's worth it. We've a team going called ideal which is great support so come find us in there x
 
I'm doing ok hun, looking forward to shifting some good numbers etc x you starting today? x
 
Yep me too! Restarted today and going well so far!! Hopefully will be good for the rest of the day :) trying so hard to get water down but it makes me pee every 10 minutes and it's annoying when im at work!!
 
LOL i know but you get used to it in the end - besides that's how the body gets rid of the fat so it's a good thing really ;) is oh doing with you again? How much have you got to lose? x
 
Hi I hope you don't mind me crashing in!!! I restarted today, ok only after having two months off but still....I've now got a stone....ish to go but I'm starting IVF in a month so just going to see how I go!!

Good luck with your journey x
 
Rkmriddell said:
LOL i know but you get used to it in the end - besides that's how the body gets rid of the fat so it's a good thing really ;) is oh doing with you again? How much have you got to lose? x

Yeah he's only got 2 stone max to lose! He's kept most of it off even though he's been eating worse than I have AND he's moved from quite a physical job to an office based one where he sits on his bum all day! Men eh?! I'd like to get down to 10 stone, so that's 4 and a half to lose :( it makes me so angry at myself when I say that because it wasn't that long ago that I only had 2 and a half to go!! What about you??
 
emsiem said:
Hi I hope you don't mind me crashing in!!! I restarted today, ok only after having two months off but still....I've now got a stone....ish to go but I'm starting IVF in a month so just going to see how I go!!

Good luck with your journey x

Ooh how exciting!!! And only a stone to go too :) I'm sure it won't take you long at all x
 
Felix said:
Yeah he's only got 2 stone max to lose! He's kept most of it off even though he's been eating worse than I have AND he's moved from quite a physical job to an office based one where he sits on his bum all day! Men eh?! I'd like to get down to 10 stone, so that's 4 and a half to lose :( it makes me so angry at myself when I say that because it wasn't that long ago that I only had 2 and a half to go!! What about you??

You'll soon be back to there so don't worry x I've just over two stone to go. Pretty much maintained on sw and then put a stone on in the few weeks before going back to CD. I was awful though honestly I was just in self destruct. Just ready to push through to the end now x
 
So I got home from work and fell asleep for 3 hours!!! Now I'm massively regretting it because I'll struggle to sleep tonight. Been 100% today. Don't think I want my SS+ meal, I can't be bothered to cook haha.
 
Day 2... Really struggled to get up this morning. Feeling really down at the moment (which is part of the reason why I'm back on the diet!) and really cant face work today. Will push through to 5pm..

I am STARVING this morning!!!! Trying to hold out as long as possible to have my first shake. Going to drink lots of tea and water to see if it helps.

Hope everyone's having a good day!
 
Oh hun, hugs. I hope you feel a bit better soon. Keep drinking you know it will flush away the hunger. Stick with it and come talk to us if you need to, we can and will do this x
 
Damn I wrote a reply earlier but it didn't post! Got through the day at work and I'm still sooooo tired. Not managed loads of water today :(

Going to do a food shop tonight for SS+ meals. Also going to buy cans of Coke Zero so I can have one in the afternoon at work. It always fills me up which is good.

Was really really hungry all day and said no to offers of crisps, chocolate and sweets! Feeling a bit better now and waiting for OH to get home from work :)
 
Felix said:
Damn I wrote a reply earlier but it didn't post! Got through the day at work and I'm still sooooo tired. Not managed loads of water today :(

Going to do a food shop tonight for SS+ meals. Also going to buy cans of Coke Zero so I can have one in the afternoon at work. It always fills me up which is good.

Was really really hungry all day and said no to offers of crisps, chocolate and sweets! Feeling a bit better now and waiting for OH to get home from work :)

I'm having the odd can of coke zero this time. Find that I'm not in such a rush as I'm just here to the end. It's not knocking me out of ketosis which is good.

Well done on resisting all that food :) other people are the hardest part of this diet I find. Hope you're doing ok x
 
Haha I know! My friend at work likes to mother me and try to feed me up so it's been hard!! Got some coke zero cans, 16 cans for £4 from Asda. Bargain :)

Can't wait for this week to be over...
 
Felix said:
Haha I know! My friend at work likes to mother me and try to feed me up so it's been hard!! Got some coke zero cans, 16 cans for £4 from Asda. Bargain :)

Can't wait for this week to be over...

It'll fly by :) x
 
Good luck to you both :) you know you can do it - just get through the first week and you'll be fine x
 
Eek thanks! I know if I make it through this weekend I'll be absolutely fine. Totally dreading it though!

Been 100% today again, I'm proud of myself :) I find it so easy at work and then I get home and I'm knackered so not bothered about food. It's the weekend and being bored which makes me mess up!

I know it's only day 3 but I'm feeling so much better already. I think it's because I'm less bloated. I love the empty feeling you get on CD. There's nothing worse than eating crap and feeling all full and bloated :(
 
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