Claretdebs
Member
Hi everyone. Ive come to a bit of a crossroads. I either continue as I am and end up featured on one of those reality TV shows about a woman who needed to be crane lifted out of her house OR i try and get some control. I weigh 17 st 7 but have been 19st in the past. I have tried weightwatchers ( long time ago) slimming world (3 times) , lighter life (managed a week!!!) atkins, calorie counting, slim fast, and a variety of other things but always failed miserably. I feel so cOnfused by all the diet options out there and dont know which way to turn. I bought 2 magazines today about health, diet and fitness and have confused myself even more. I'm desperate! I hate my body, i hate thatsummer is coming and i will look awful again and its starting to habe a massive impact on my relationship with my husband as im so insecure and down about how i look. Im 40 this year and always said if i was fat and 40 i would have surgery. Am i really really this weak minded that i cant get a grip and just lose weight? Am i really thinking about risking my life through surgery to be slim? I know if i have surgery i will end up on a surgery merry go round of floppy skin and tummy tucks. I dont have the money for this but am so down and lost.
Im sure other people are serial dieters so how did you decide on "your road"?
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Im sure other people are serial dieters so how did you decide on "your road"?
Xxx