Big-Pudding
Dreaming of being slim!
Ok, that will be 3 weigh in's for me, my first 3. I really think I can do 2 stone in my first 4 weeks so lets set it at 21lb in 3 weeks.
DQ-am I right in thinking you lost 16lb in your first weigh in? Wow!
Yeah I did - was mega pleased, but also aware that it settles down to te 3 lbs average now![]()
Modesty as always D_Q ... bask in the glow of congratulations .... you've done well, flipping well.
I'm just feeling as though I need to withdraw .....
you'll notice I don't ost that much on my diary.
he funeral hasn't happened yet - this week - God forgive me for saying it, but i just want it over and done with. I'm worrying about my sis who's still in treatment for C and I worry about her more than I do the departed. She needs help, she's tired and she feeling the strain more than most.
Stress
stress
stress
I just want to run away from it all and be alone. may be then I can find some peace from my thoughts and feelings and possibly SS successfully. Right now I'm tired. tired of the middle-class freaks I work with, tired of family politcs, tired of being single, tired of being fat, tired just freakin' tired. I just feel so bad for my sis and it hurts, hurts so much and I want to run away and be alone.
Funerals,
loneliness
ugliness
more loneliness
even more loneliness